New Girl at School
by Kysa Braswell
www.kysaonline.com
"All the students whose names I called will leave
now and report to the auditorium for the sex education
film for freshmen," Mrs. Hildebrande announced.
A banging of seats and books ensued and twenty-five of
the thirty students in the room rose or prepared to rise.
On his way out, Brad Harker stopped to leer at Doug
Fleming and Angie Marlowe. "You little kiddies be good while we're
gone."
"We don't have to take courses in sex to find out
what it's all about,"
Angie retorted tartly.
Doug looked up from his biology book and whispered
composedly. "Don't
fuck all the girls while the lights are out."
Brad laughed confidently. "If I fucked one, that
would be more than you
ever have."
Doug's face flushed with anger.
"You might be surprised," Angie said, taking
Doug's side.
"Are you kidding? This retard is a dull grind,"
Brad said positively.
"The local genius! Studying and research projects.
That's all he's ever
done. He's never seen a single sex education film in his
life and never
taken out a girl."
"You don't know all the things I study or the
projects I work on," Doug
said coolly.
"Who're you trying to put on!" Brad said
unimpressed.
"Well, you don't know," Angie said staunchly.
"Doug learns a lot about
sex from his father and I learn about it from my father.
We don't need
to go to those sex classes."
A loud rapping interrupted the conversation.
"Everyone out, please," Mrs. Hildebrande said
crisply.
"Get your ass in gear," Doug said in a superior
tone to Brad.
Brad looked first at Angie then at Doug, doubt flickering
in his eyes.
"If you two know so much about sex, why have you
held out on the rest
of us?"
Doug and Angie stared at him with poker faces.
Brad looked at them sardonically. "I'll be asking
you soon. You better
know something worth knowing." He turned and walked
away.
The two watched Brad disappear out the door, then Doug
turned to Angie.
"I didn't know you knew so much about sex."
She flared back defensively, "I didn't know you knew
so much either."
As soon as all the students were gone, Mrs. Hildebrande
tapped for
attention again. "Because there are only a few of
you left in the study
hall, you may study, read, or talk, if you keep your
voices low." She
smiled at them graciously and then turned her attention
to grading
papers.
Doug felt that same old sinking feeling in his stomach
that he'd felt
so often lately. The harder he tried to live a peaceful,
logical
existence, the quicker he found himself entangled in an
impossible
situation. Why had he taken offense to Brad's childish
words? He knew
what a silly ass Brad was. He thought he had inured
himself to the
stigma of being left out of the sex education classes
long ago, but
here he was - upset again. He guessed he wasn't missing
much anyway.
Probably the same old anatomical diagrams his father had
showed him on
the sly. And the school board members didn't allow the
teachers to talk
about anything really interesting or exciting anyway. So
why was he
annoyed? Mainly because he wanted to know, he admitted to
himself.
Really know what sex was all about. For the past year he
had been
merely curious, but lately he had gotten obsessed with
the idea of
knowing about it. Probably had something to do with all
those wet
dreams he'd had lately. He knew he shouldn't care what
the other kids
thought of him. But he did. He couldn't stand the thought
of Brad's
face smiling triumphantly when he found out Doug didn't
know anything
about sex. Telling all the other kids.
Angie's mind was working overtime. It wasn't her fault
she didn't know
about sex, it was her mother's fault. Any time the
subject came up her
mother reacted violently against it. Angie could never
find out why.
Her mother wouldn't tell her anything about sex. It was
always 'Nice
girls don't sit with their legs apart. Nice girls don't
say those
words. Nice girls don't ask those questions until they're
old enough.'
Hell, if sex was such a bad thing, why were adults always
wanting to do
it? Why did they think it was such a big thing? Could it
really hurt
children to know about it? Her father didn't think so.
He'd wanted to
tell her about sex several times but her mother always
butted in. Then
there'd be a big scene. Her mother would scream about
getting a
divorce, making a big scandal. Her father would end up
shaking her out
of her hysteria and her mother would shout, 'Don't touch
me with your
filthy obscene hands! Not after you've touched all your
nurses.' Angie
wondered what she meant by those words. Did her father
have sex with
his nurses? He probably didn't with her mother - she
wouldn't even let
him touch her.
A poke in her back roused Angie from her thoughts. She
turned to face
Doug.
"Tell me all you know about sex," Doug
commanded.
"Look," she retorted, "I was only trying
to help you out. Brad was so
obnoxious."
"I didn't need your help before, I need it
now."
"Don't you know anything about sex?" Angie
asked pityingly.
Doug blushed. "Of course I do. But Brad doesn't want
to know ordinary
facts."
"What makes you think I'd know anything
different?"
"Your father is a medical doctor, isn't he?"
"He doesn't consult me about his work," Angie
said, deliberately
aggravating.
"Haven't you kept your eyes and ears open and picked
up a thing or
two?"
"Mmmm," Angie said mysteriously, fluttering her
eyelashes at him
provocatively.
I wonder if she's been laid yet, Doug asked himself. She
has a wide
mouth. If the grandmother tales are right, she should
have a large
vagina.
Angie nervously drummed her fingers on the desk. "My
father does have a
lot of medical books in his office." But I haven't
read any of them,
she finished in her mind.
"You've read them?"
"Well-l. Just glanced at a few," she lied. I am
going to read them.
Soon, she thought. No matter what Mom says. I've waited
long enough.
"What did they say?" Maybe he could get her
into a petting session, if
she wouldn't go all the way.
"There were a lot of diagrams, like in the biology
book." That was safe
to say.
"Anything new?" Doug asked hopefully.
"About how it's done?" Would she
go to bed with me? I'm not very good-looking. Would any
girl?
"Mmmm." Angie looked down at her fingernails.
She wasn't going to tell
him she didn't know anything.
"I can tell. You didn't understand them." Girls
were so dumb. On the
other hand, that might be an asset. Would she or wouldn't
she?
"Well, at least I know where it's at," Angie
said daringly. She
laughed. I wonder if he's tried it yet? Maybe Brad's
right - he's not
interested. If he'd come over, we might try it!
"Maybe if you could borrow one of your father's
books, we could study
it together."
"Yes? Where would we study it?"
"In the library?"
Angie shook her head. "Too public."
"At my house?"
"I can't go out with boys. My mother won't let me
until I'm sixteen."
Her tone was martyred.
Why in the hell is she encouraging me to ask then? Doug
was outraged.
"You could tell her you were visiting a
girlfriend," he said mildly.
A knot of sorrow caught in Angie's throat. How she wished
she could!
She'd wanted to have a close friend for so long. But the
girls never
seemed to notice her. She'd even thought of going up to
one - Mary Jane
Watson especially, she was so popular - and starting a
conversation. But
she'd never had the nerve. At the last moment, she felt
cowed. Out loud
she said, "My mother knows I don't have any
girlfriends."
"Oh." Doug felt defeated.
Angie saw the disappointment on his face. Maybe he is
ready, she
thought. What we couldn't do together. She leaned closer
to him. "But
you could come to my house."
Doug looked at her and blinked his eyes. She was such an
illogical
girl. Jumping from negative to positive.
"Unless you're afraid to," she jibed.
At last! A proposition. Loud and clear. Why not? Her
parents probably
went out a lot anyway. He smiled. "When?"
"Tonight?"
He could re-arrange his schedule. Put off starting that
new research
project. "What time?"
"7:30?" Will he have enough nerve to come? she
asked herself.
"Okay," Will she let me do it to her? he asked
himself.
That night it seemed as if everyone was watching him as
he walked the
two blocks to her house. He stood uneasily on the
doorstep and rang the
bell. As soon as she opened the door, he escaped inside.
"Come," she said.
She had on some fancy lounging pajamas in a slinky
material that moved
sensuously with every step she took. Her smooth
undulating asscheeks
fascinated him. What law of engineering did they operate
under?
The room was way in the back of the house, isolated from
the other
rooms. He felt a little shocked as he stepped into it and
saw the bed.
This was her bedroom!
"Drinking?" She held up a bottle of wine.
Doug nodded casually. He thought, anything you can do, I
can do.
A stereo on the wall was blaring rock-n-roll music. 'Let
me, baby,
baby, won't you let me?' the young voice sang sensually
to the pounding
beat. Doug felt his heart begin pounding.
Angie smiled slyly as she handed him the large wine glass
filled to the
brim. She held up her glass in a toast. "To your
health," she said and
drank.
Nervously, Doug gulped the wine down, hardly tasting its
sourness.
Angie refilled his glass. Her liquid brown eyes were
excited. They kept
looking at him expectantly.
What did she want of him? "Did you get a book?"
"Oh, I meant to tell you," she said casually.
"My mother doesn't allow
me in the office. We'll have to break in."
"Break in?"
"You're supposed to be a genius," she cooed.
"It isn't that hard to
pick locks, is it?"
"Depends on the lock. I don't have any tools with
me."
They went to the front of the house and Doug inspected
the office door.
He shook his head. "The spring is too heavy. It
would take me two or
three hours to open it."
"Damn!" Angie said impatiently.
"Any other openings to the office? Doors?
Windows?"
"No other doors. There are windows in two walls, the
front of the house
and the side."
"Let's go out and look them over."
Outside, Doug decided it would be easier and less
conspicuous to climb
the tree on the side of the house and try to open the
side window. He
climbed up the tree and walked along the branch toward
the window. The
limb was weak and every time he neared the window, he
would dangle just
out of reach of the window sill. He bounced several times
before he
finally caught the sill; then he laboriously pulled
himself up until he
had both elbows on it. Gently, he pushed at the window,
hoping it was
unlocked. It was. He pushed it open and scrambled inside.
Angie ran inside the house and Doug let her in the
office. Together
they read the titles of the books on the shelves.
Encyclopedia of
Sexual Behavior looked promising but turned out to be a
book of
definitions. Sterility and Its Treatment contained
nothing of interest
at all, at least, what they could understand of it. The
Principles and
Practice of Gynecology had some large diagrams of female
genitalia
drawn from about every angle. However, the pictures were
so detailed
that both Doug and Angie got lost trying to understand
them.
"Doesn't your father have any easy books?" Doug
asked despairingly.
"Something for beginners?"
"He might at the hospital. I don't know."
Books, she thought
contemptuously. How much do you learn from books? Damned
little!
"There's only one other way," Doug said, eyeing
her tentatively. Will
she or won't she? he kept asking himself.
"What?" she asked innocently. Does he mean what
I think he does? She
didn't know him well enough to guess.
"Try it," he said firmly. He was shaking
inside, waiting for her
explosion. Suppose she laughed at him?
Angie stared boldly back into his eyes. "How much do
you know about
it?"
He might as well take the chance. "Nothing. How much
do you?"
"Nothing." I might as well admit it, she
thought.
"Well?" he said matter-of-factly, "are you
game?"
Her eyes recognized the challenge in his. "If you
are." Can I go
through with it? She wasn't sure.
"Let's go back to your room."
They carefully arranged the office as they had found it
and went out
the door, setting the handle, so it would lock behind
them.
Back in her bedroom, Angie opened a dresser drawer.
"I'll put a nightie
on."
"You don't need one. It's better naked, they
say."
"I'd rather." She dropped her eyes and rushed
past him to the bathroom
and closed the door.
Doug felt curiously abandoned. He undressed slowly, piece
by piece, and
waited, sitting on the bed. Time passed and he shivered.
Was it
anticipation or was it cold? His mind was racing. Was he
really going
to find out what sex was like? He hadn't thought his chance
would come
so soon. He glanced at the clock on the nightstand. 8:30.
Angie had
better start moving, he couldn't stay much longer. And he
was getting
cold.
An idea came to him. He went over to the dresser,
rummaged through a
drawer, picked out a frilly short nightgown and put it
on. He knocked
on the bathroom. "Angie? Angie?"
No answer.
He tried the door knob gently. It turned. He opened the
door slowly and
peeked in. Angie was sitting on the toilet, staring at
the floor in
front of her.
Doug stepped into the bathroom, walked into her line of
vision and
stopped.
Angie's eyes slowly took in the long bony feet; they
followed up the
hairy skinny legs and on up to the bony knees just below
the edge of
the ruffle. Then her eyes jumped to his face.
Doug simpered. "When is the slumber party going to
start?"
He looked so grotesque pretending to be a girl that Angie
had to laugh,
"Now. I'll be right out," she said when she
could stop laughing.
"Hurreee," Doug said in a forced feminine
falsetto. "I've got so much
to tell you. And we've got so much to do!"
Angie started laughing again and motioned him out.
Doug fluttered his fingers goodbye to her and clowned
like a showgirl
before he closed the door. He grinned to himself as he
slipped out of
the nightie and climbed into bed. He laid his glasses on
the
nightstand. The price one had to pay for a woman! He felt
old and
experienced.
Angie bustled into the room, avoiding his eyes. She
turned down the
stereo. "It's too light in here." She turned
off the lamp; the room
became black. Shyly, she climbed into bed beside him.
His angular firm body felt strange and exciting to her.
Each time she
felt a part of his body touch hers - a shoulder or a leg
or a hip -
electric sparks flashed through her body and she would
edge away
nervously. She'd never felt like this before.
The excitement of feeling Angie's softly rounded body
near his erected
his penis. He put out a hand to touch her, but she pulled
away.
"You said you would, Angie," he reminded her in
a low voice.
"It feels funny and I'm a little afraid," she
whimpered in her low
little girl voice.
I can force her, he thought. It would be so easy. His
desire demanded
to be sated. He imagined forcing himself on her. But
after the fantasy
faded he knew he could not. I can't take it unless she
gives it to me.
Strange. As sick as he was of her virginity, he couldn't
just take her.
Damn! Why should he have to be this way? There were
always catches to
everything.
"Of course it does," he said soothingly.
"It feels strange to me too.
The first time always does."
Doug lay there, silently cursing himself for being the
way he was.
Damn, he was burning. His penis wanted in. He sighed deeply.
Angie heard his sigh and thought, he's thinking of Brad
and all those
kids at school. Facing them would be awful if they didn't
do it. She
slid over against him and whispered. "Go ahead, do
it to me."
Awkwardly Doug climbed onto her and gently spread her
slightly
resisting legs apart. He had to kneel to examine her
pussy. Where was
her vaginal opening? She was so nervous it made him feel
nervous. She
tensed and jumped when he touched the soft curls of her
sparse young
pubic hair. He gently parted it with his thumbs and
separated her outer
cuntal lips and felt for the inner labia. His finger
explored downward
for the vaginal opening. When he found the tiny pink
mouth it was
throbbing gently. He pressed the moist fleshy lips open
and she jumped
and tensed her body even more.
Embarrassment swept over him. He had never imagined sex
would feel as
bad as this! But he couldn't stop now, not with her lying
here with her
legs spread so far apart for him. He lowered his body
down on top of
her and pressed his hard penis against her tight vaginal
opening and
Angie tried to wiggle away. So many strange emotions and
sensations
flowed through her body. This was too real, her mind
screamed. Too
obscene. Not beautiful and romantic as she had dreamed.
Fright clutched
her.
Doug kept trying hard to push his hardened cock into her
and she kept
wiggling away from him until she had retreated all the
way to the foot
of the bed. Nervous and preoccupied with the mechanics of
the act, Doug
suddenly felt his penis go limp in his fingers.
Humiliated, he stopped
trying and lay breathing heavily beside her.
Both lay there wondering what would happen next. Should
they say
something?
After a moment or two, Doug's nervous tension lessened
and his penis
erected again. It was burning to enter her. Blindly he
again fumbled
between her legs. He tried two or three times, but each
time his desire
was destroyed by the frustration of his failure to enter
her.
Was this the sex extolled in rhyme throughout the ages?
That drove men
on to greater glories? He couldn't believe that even his
father would
put up with this with his mother every night.
His penis erected again. Plucky Pierre! One more try, he
promised
himself. This is as bad as some of those chemical
experiments that
wouldn't turn out, he thought. This time he wormed the
smooth rubbery
head a little way in, only to slip out. His spirits rose
and his desire
with them.
Angie was moaning with pain; tears were streaming down
her cheeks.
Oblivious to her, Doug poised his now desperately
throbbing cock
outside her vagina and gave a strong pelvic thrust.
Angie tensed, cried out in pain, then blacked out. Losing
consciousness
caused her to relax momentarily and her vagina opened
involuntarily and
slipped like a warm, tight glove over his penis. Blood
gushed out and
felt hot on his legs.
Doug thrashed frantically over her a few times; then he
felt the cum
bursting deep down inside her quivering little belly. A
sudden intense
feeling and then it was gone. Angie didn't react at all,
as far as he
could tell. Her legs lay limp and wide-spread out on
either side of his
body.
He felt spent. His penis relaxed and slipped out when he
moved, so he
rolled off of her and laid alongside her. He tried to
analyze what had
happened. He'd been awfully hot outside her but as soon
as he'd got in,
he'd become instantaneously hotter. And then he couldn't
recall what
had happened. Exactly. Was that all there was to it? He
was
disappointed. He had expected more than a transient
intense feeling and
then whammo, nothing! He really hadn't felt much. Most of
the
excitement came from the knowledge that he, Douglas
Fleming, had
finally and actually had intercourse with a live girl.
Angie felt battered physically and mentally. Pain ached
between her
legs. Her thoughts spun in a senseless whirl. Every nerve
end tingled.
Emotions flickered lightning-like throughout her body.
She felt
dirtied - raped. How animal! Repulsive! How could men
like it? Did they?
"Did you like it, Doug?" she finally managed to
stammer out.
"Well, not a lot," Doug hedged. "It
happened too fast. Sudden like. Did
you feel it?"
"No. It hurt. I don't see how anyone enjoys it. My
mother must be
right. It's only for men to enjoy."
"This is just the first time," Doug argue.
"In science you don't build
your theories on the first experiment. Or on negative
evidence."
"But what if that's all there is to it?"
Doug snorted. "Highly unlikely. Why are adults
always so crazy about
it?"
"I'm sure I don't know. And I don't care to,"
she added petulantly.
Doug tried to reason it out. "If adults like it so
much, there must be
a pleasurable feeling to it or they wouldn't do it. If we
didn't feel
pleasure, we mustn't have done it right. Therefore, the
sex act has to
be learned, I guess."
"Animals don't have to learn it," Angie said.
"Most of them live by instinct. Humans are animals
too, but specialized
animals. They differ from the lower animals in several
ways. They have
to learn lots of things - why not the sex act?"
Angie felt cheated. She had expected so much and all
she'd gotten was a
pain between her legs! She would have loved to enjoy it to
get even
with her mother. Damnation! And here the old turd turned
out to be
right. That hurt even worse than the screwing! Now all
she could do was
go up to the old bitch and say, "Mom, you're right.
Screwing is a pain
in the ass." Wow! That'd make the old witch drop her
choppers. She'd
love to see the expression on her face!
Doug was lost in thought. Were virgins always that hard
to get into?
That girl had a natural chastity belt! He thought he'd
never make it.
Sometimes that old try, try again routine really pays
off. He chuckled
mentally. He wouldn't mind trying it again. Right now.
But he didn't
think Angie'd go for it. He stole a sidelong glance at
her. She was
frowning. No. Better not push his luck. But there was
that one moment
there. A mind blowing feeling barely started. If he only
could have
held it longer. And longer and longer. He tried to
imagine it again,
but he couldn't. He wondered if Brad had ever felt it. He
bet not. Not
if he accused them of holding out on information. He just
had to do it
again. To see if he could recapture that feeling.
"Let's try it again, Angie," he said
enthusiastically.
"No. No." She rolled away from him. "I
don't want to!"
"Not tonight," he reassured her. "Another
night. After we've had time
to learn how to do it right."
"It wasn't any fun for me," she pouted.
"But it could be," he said optimistically.
"Think of all the married
people that go to bed every night."
Angie interrupted. "My parents don't."
"They don't?"
"No, they don't," Angie said strongly. "My
mother won't even let my
father touch her. She has her own bedroom."
"Well, where did you come from?" Doug asked.
"Are you adopted?"
"No, I'm not," she said indignantly. "My
mother had a hard time when I
was born. She told me. She doesn't really like kids - or
husbands. We
make her nervous."
Doug looked into Angie's eyes. "She just got scared
off. Before it got
to be fun. Are you going to be like her? Quit too
soon?"
Angie looked deep into his eyes. What was his game? Did
he like her at
all? Just a little bit? He didn't just want to hurt her
again? She
hesitated.
Doug put his arm around her and hugged her to him.
"I'm sorry I hurt
you this time, Angie. Really. I know it was rough on you.
It was partly
the way you're made. I had to break your hymen. Before we
try it next
time, we'll learn something about it. We'll make a
special project of
it. We'll get some books. I'll study about the physiology
and anatomy
of sex and you'll study about the techniques of doing it.
What do you
say?"
Angie snuggled against his bare chest. She did like the
feel of his
naked male body and the smell of it, too. It felt
comforting to be in
his arms. And he was so eager and happy. She liked to see
him smile. He
looked different with his glasses off. A suspicion
entered her mind.
"Did you feel something I didn't?"
"What do you mean?"
"You know what I mean," she said impatiently.
He stopped to consider whether he should tell her or not
before he
replied. Hell, why not? Maybe he could give her a false
hope. He looked
in to her eyes. "Well, just for a minute there, I
had this intense
feeling. But it went away before I could analyze
it."
Angie's curiosity was aroused. "An intense feeling?
Do you suppose a
girl is supposed to feel it, too?"
"They must," Doug said positively. "All
these mistresses the French
kings had in the history books. I bet they didn't fuck
just for
jewels!"
Angie considered the lewd word for a moment. "Does
your mother f-fuck
with your father?"
"Of course. And they're always feeling each other
up. When they think
I'm not looking," he added.
They stared into each other's eyes, each weighing the
idea and the
other's reaction.
"If it didn't hurt so much," she whined.
"You're going to be like your mother," Doug
warned.
"No!" Angie said angrily.
"Give yourself a chance to get used to it,"
Doug pleaded. "It probably
doesn't hurt when it's done right. I'll try to help you. Come
on, let
me fuck you once more. Please?"
Angie couldn't resist his begging eyes. "Okay. Once
more. Only."
"It'll be better next time, you'll see," he
said confidently. "We'll be
able to tell brad lots of things."
"Not that we did it," Angie objected.
"Not that," he agreed.
"Are you sure we can find some good books?" she
worried.
"Lots of them. The library must be full of
them."
"I've never run across any," she said
pensively.
"If I don't find any book, I'll spy on my parents,"
he said grandly.
Angie gasped in shock, "You wouldn't!"
"Wouldn't I?" Doug said boldly. "They're
always encouraging me in my
research work,"
A picture of Doug peeking out from a closet at his
parents humping in
bed filled Angie's mind. She started to giggle
uncontrollably. Doug
caught her hysteria. They wrapped their arms around each
other and
rolled on the bed, laughing wildly.
Angie was lying on a down-filled bed, dreaming. Out of
the darkness, a
man's voice softly whispered in her ear. "I love
you." A gentle breath
in her ear sent thrills through her body. She turned
toward him and
held his arms out toward him. Eagerly, he came into her
arms and twined
his own about her. She delighted feeling his body against
hers. His
strong sinewy muscles were commanding and protective.
They kissed and
fires started burning within her. Their fingers began to
explore each
other. Her mind began to reel as passion consumed her.
Suddenly, an intense light came on, so bright that it
dazzled her
closed eyes. She opened them and looked. Her lover was
her father!
Before she had time to sort out that fact, she felt a
cold presence and
looked to see her mother approaching the bed. The
horrible expression
on her mother's face struck her dumb. She couldn't
breath. Waves of
fear immobilized her. Her mother's cold eyes bore
relentlessly into
hers. She began to choke, to fight for breath...
And then she woke up. Startled, she looked around the
room to see if
her mother was there. She was not. With a loud sigh, she
lay back and
tried to relax - to think.
Why did she have such an awful dream? Her own father? She
loved him but
she hadn't really thought about doing it with him before.
And her
mother. That set expression. How cruel, unforgiving. What
if she did
find out? About her and Doug? Her mother would never
forgive her.
Never.
She shouldn't do it again. It was too risky. When Doug
came on Friday,
she'd tell him. No more. Enough. He has plenty to tell
Brad now. More
than enough. He'll be satisfied.
The argument sounded so reasonable in her mind. Surely
Doug would go
along with it. Peace flooded her mind for a time.
She began thinking about Doug. What a funny boy. Nice,
really.
Considerate. But he had his funny little ways. The way he
sat his
glasses so precisely on the nightstand. Always trying to
explain
everything. Think things through.
Oh, yes. Think things through. The words struck an alarm.
His
insistence on completing a project. He wouldn't want to
stop until he
felt he had found out all he could find out. How could
she overcome
that? Persuade him to stop?
She concentrated very hard, but no ready answer came to
mind. It was
hopeless to tell him she knew all she wanted to know.
But... if she
could tell him she knew all she wanted to know. Yes. If
she could say
she'd talked it over with her mother... She didn't need
to know any
more, thank you very much. We can still be friends. Maybe
it would
work.
The more she thought about it, the better the plan seemed
to her.
Cheered, she decided to ask her mother about sex at the
first
opportunity. Then she could go back to her old life. Not
very exciting.
Not exciting at all. But secure.
The alarm on the clock-radio rang. Angie reached over and
turned it
off. She decided to dress quickly so she could get to
breakfast early.
Maybe she'd have a chance to ask her mother then.
Angie watched her mother furtively, trying to discern her
mood.
Mrs. Marlowe bustled between the kitchen and the
breakfast nook.
Anxious lines creased her forehead; her mouth drew stern
lines around
her set jaw. No sooner had she sat down at the table and
spread her
napkin in her lap the toast popped up and she noticed the
jam spoon
wasn't on the table so she got up and bustled off to the
kitchen to get
it.
When she returned to the table she meticulously set about
buttering her
toast. Her face was seriously intent, as if she were
writhing the
Declaration of Independence.
Angie decided that her mother was behaving normally so
she might as
well ask her now.
"Mom," she asked hesitantly," why couldn't
I go to the sex education
classes this year."
Mrs. Marlowe looked at her sharply. "Why should you
go this year? What
makes it any different than any other year?"
"Our biology teacher says everybody should know
about sex by the time
they're fourteen. And I'm fourteen now."
"You're still a child."
"No, I'm not. I've been menstruating for two
years."
"That doesn't matter. You're not old enough to
marry. You don't need to
know until then."
"Does one have to be married to be able to
understand sex? How come
Maggie could get pregnant without being married?"
Mrs. Marlowe screeched angrily. "Put that out of
your mind. Maggie was
just a maid - she was no lady."
"How come other parents let their children learn
about sex?"
Mrs. Marlowe choked drinking her coffee. She banged her
cup down on
it's saucer. "Other people have no morals, no
standards. I'm not
responsible for what they do. They should know better,
but
unfortunately they don't. They should be made to act
decently."
Angie's heart felt cold as she listened to her mother's
venomous voice.
She felt a lecture coming on.
Mrs. Marlowe warmed to the topic. "I'm not
responsible for all the
filth in the world. It's the other people. Flocking to
see dirty movies
and plays, buying dirty books and magazines. Corrupting
their children
and trying to corrupt decent people's children.
Everywhere you turn,
you can't escape from filth. Now they're trying to drag
it into the
schools. Filling innocent children's minds with dirty
thought..."
Angie's mind got confused listening to her mother's
tirade. The sex her
mother ranted against couldn't be the same kind she and
Doug
experienced. Anger stirred within her. "Is sex so
bad, mother? Is it? I
thought it was a way to love another person?"
"That's not love," her mother said scornfully.
"Love is pure. You love
someone in your mind, not with your body. Love is not
physical and -
and - dirty!" She shook with revulsive excitement.
"How can it only be in the mind," Angie
objected. "Why is it, when I
feel love for Salome, I want to touch her. Hug her and
kiss her?"
"Salome's just a cat," her mother said coldly.
"But can't you feel this way about people,
too?" Angie insisted. "Once
you get to know them, you want to touch them?"
Mrs. Marlowe leaned toward Angie, her eyes glaring.
"Nasty!"
"What's nasty about it?" Angie challenged.
"Shouldn't people love each
other that way?"
Mrs. Marlowe pulled herself back and sat up straight. Her
face showed
anger, confusion and suspicion. "You're not doing
anything dirty, are
you?"
Angie thought of the sensual love she and Doug felt together.
That
wasn't dirty. That was exciting and good. It couldn't be
dirty. Her
eyes met and held her mother's eyes. "No, I'm not
doing anything dirty.
How can I? I don't know what it is."
"You'd better not," her mother snapped.
"You'll answer to me if you
do."
Abruptly, Angie said, "It's getting late. I've got
to go to school."
All the way to school, Angie's mind was in a turmoil. She
felt she
should stop having sex with Doug. Somehow, it wasn't
right; she didn't
know why. If only her mother would help her, but she was
hung up on the
subject. If they could only sit down together and talk
about sex openly
and honestly. What was it all about. What it meant. How
much sex could
she take part in at her age. Then she should know what
she should do.
Instead, her mother got embarrassed and angry. Saying
stupid things and
then accusing her of doing something wrong. Angie sighed
deeply.
What could she do? The dream scared her - it seemed so
real. How she
wished she could tell someone everything and they would
comfort her and
tell her what to do. If only she had a mother like that!
Daddy was more
like that. When he was home. Maybe he would help her. The
thought gave
her hope. She decided she'd definitely try to talk with
him after
dinner. Privately. She would feel better if she could get
rid of this
undercurrent of fear and guilt. Why should she feel
guilty when she
didn't feel it was wrong to do? Why did her mother keep
insisting that
sex was dirty and bad? Was something wrong with her
mother? Or was
something wrong with her, herself? Her troubled mind went
over and over
her problem, becoming more and more confused by it.
Doug finished eating his lunch and carefully put the
waxed paper and
the apple core back in the lunch bag; then he laid back
on the grass
and closed his eyes to nap in the sunshine.
"Hey, Fleming, I've come for sex instruction,"
an arrogant voice said.
Doug heard a body plop down on the grass beside him and
opened his eyes
to see Brad.
"What do you want to know?" Doug asked calmly.
"What do they do?"
"That question is so general it's hard to answer.
What specifically do
you want to know?"
"What does a male do to a female?"
"Basically, he puts his penis in her vagina,"
"And?" Brad prompted him to continue.
"The woman lays on her back and the man lays on top
of her on his
stomach. The male pumps his sperm into the female."
"How?" Brad asked avidly.
"They get a rock-n-roll motion going. If
everything's going right, they
really get turned on," Doug added enthusiastically.
Doug's enthusiasm raised Brad's suspicions. "How do
you know all this?"
he asked.
"Oh, reading books - talking around," Doug said
vaguely.
"Really?" Brad asked, unconvinced. The sex education
classes didn't
have all that stuff in them."
"Take my word for it." Doug assured him.
"What kind of books were you reading?"
"Oh - medical books - marriage manuals."
"Where'd you get them?"
"The university library."
Brad studied his face closely. Yes, he could have got
those kind of
books at the university library. But why would he say,
'If everything's
going right, they really get turned on?' Who's he been
with lately, he
asked himself. He searched his memory. Let's see. Hadn't
he seen him
with Angie Marlowe?
Doug stared back at Brad, smiling enigmatically.
"What have you been up to?" Brad said
suspiciously.
"Me?" Doug veiled his eyes with an innocent
look. "Nothing. Well, I
must be off. I'm working on a new research project. It
takes up a lot
of my time."
Doug got up and started to walk away.
"Not so fast. Wait for me." Brad fell into step
beside him. "Come on
now. Quit holding out on me."
"Well, if you must know," Doug said with a
patient sigh, "my dad told
me."
"Your dad?" Brad howled. "Don't give me
that shit."
"Well, don't believe me then," Doug said
indifferently.
"I don't," Brad assured him. "Parents
don't have the guts to tell their
kids the truth about sex."
"Have it your way," Doug said mildly.
"But I'd still like to know what you've been
doing."
Doug smiled easily. "A special research
project."
"On what?"
"It's a secret."
"Tell me."
"Later," Doug promised, "after it's
finished."
He'd told him enough. He didn't owe him any more. Now he
had to get
back to his studies. Persistent types were a bore.
Doug stopped walking and faced Brad. "I'm due at the
language lab. See
you around." He turned and walked away.
Brad jumped on him from behind. They rolled on the
ground, wrestling.
Brad was heavier and had the advantage. He soon got Doug
pinned down
and sat on his back and twisted one of his arms behind
his back.
A crowd of students gathered around him. The boys,
excited, shouted
encouragement; the girls, attracted yet repulsed, called
for Brad to
stop.
Brad shifted his weight to add more pressure on Doug's
arm. He panted,
"Tell me."
Doug moved his body to adjust to the added pressure on
his arm. When he
spoke, his voice was weak. "None-of your
business."
Brad added more pressure on Doug's arm. "I'll break
your arm."
The pain was excruciating. Doug began panting.
"Sadist," he managed to
get out.
In the distance, Doug heard a girl's voice screaming
insistently, "Let
him go. Let him go!" Doug concentrated on not
feeling the pain.
Angie had only been walking by and hadn't intended to
stop. Mary Jane
saw her and called, "Its Doug and Brad, Angie.
They're fighting."
Doug? He was not a fighter. Angie pushed through the crowd
to see. When
she saw Doug's contorted face, she forgot herself. Brad
can't hurt him.
He can't. He can't. Frantically, she ran over to Brad and
pummeled his
back.
"Stop, stop!" she screamed.
Brad didn't seem to feel her blows or to hear her. She
tugged at one of
his arms ineffectually. It was hopeless. Doug would be
hurt. She stood
up and screamed, "Somebody help."
One of the boys shouted back at her, "Stay out of
it. Girls can't
fight!"
Angie stamped her foot. "He'll hurt him. Can't you
see?" She began
crying uncontrollably. She pummeled Brad's back again
with her fists.
She screamed. "Let him go! Let him go!"
Brad ignored her.
She pounded on his head with her fists. Ugly old ears,
she thought.
They gave her an idea. She leaned over and bit one, as
hard as she
could.
Brad screamed and clapped a hand up to his ear.
"Bitch!" he bellowed
and began hitting her.
Doug scrambled to his feet and started punching Brad
again. The
students cheered him on The two began wrestling again.
Finally, a teacher rushed over and separated them.
"Come with me.
Angie, too. To the principal's office." He shouted
gruffly and led them
away.
In the anteroom to the principal's office, Doug, Brad,
and Angie
avoided looking at each other. They straightened their
clothes and
smoothed their hair. Each stole glances at the door to
the principal's
office. They each dreaded the moment when the principal,
Mr. Bailey,
would step out.
Brad sat hunched over in his chair, drumming his feet on
the floor.
Doug sat straight up in his chair, his arms folded across
his chest,
staring across the room at nothing. Angie sat relaxed in
her chair. She
fussed endlessly in her purse.
Finally, Brad broke the silence. "What's with you
two anyway?"
Angie glanced at him scornfully. "Nothing."
Doug sat unmoving and silent.
Brad looked at Doug, then back at Angie. "You're
lying," he stated
flatly.
"A lot you know," Angie said.
Doug gave her a warning glance to shut up but she ignored
him.
"A girl doesn't try to save a boy in front of the
whole school unless
there's something between them," Brad stated
confidently.
"It makes me furious when people are cruel to each
other," Angie said
haughtily. "Why were you two fighting anyway?"
Brad met her gaze. "Because I wanted to find out
where he got all his
information about sex."
Angie's insides recoiled in alarm. She blinked her eyes
to hide her
feelings. She looked at Doug. He didn't look at her.
Suddenly, she knew
why they had fought and she knew Doug hadn't talked. She
felt warm to
him and wanted to help him. "He told me his father
told him about it."
Brad snorted disbelievingly. "That's what he told
me, too."
"Don't you believe him?" Angie asked. "His
father is a scientist.
Scientists have different attitudes about things than
other people."
"How stupid do you think I am?" Brad asked
indignantly. "He's just a
father like any other." He turned to Doug.
"Don't worry, I'll get it
out of you. Sooner or later."
Doug finally spoke. "We ought to be thinking up an
excuse to tell Mr.
Bailey so we don't have to stay after school."
"What'll you be late for?" Brad sneered.
Doug gave him a disgusted look.
The door to the principal's office opened and Mr. Bailey
came out,
blinking at them from behind his telescopic-lensed
glasses. He rubbed
his hands together in a repulsive ingratiating way and
grinned at them
maniacally.
"Well, now," he said jovially, "why were
we kiddies creating a
disturbance in the quadrangle?" He looked at each of
them in turn.
Doug's face took on a patient expression, Angie looked
wary and Brad
put on an innocent injured look.
Right away Mr. Bailey could see that he wouldn't get any
cooperation
from the Fleming boy or the Marlowe girl. Thank God there
were pliant
people like the Harker lad. He beamed professionally in
Brad's
direction.
"What have we to say for ourselves, lad?"
Brad cleared his throat nervously. "Well, I was just
standing there
minding my own business..." he stopped to try to
think up a believable
lie.
Doug spoke up. "Somebody hit him accidentally and he
thought I did it.
That's all there was to it."
Mr. Bailey turned his attention from Doug to Brad.
"What do you say,
young man? Is that correct?" He hung on Brad's
words.
Brad rapidly reviewed what he should do. Damn! He should
have thought
up a story to get Doug in trouble. Serve him right. But,
with old
Bailey breathing down his neck, he didn't have time to
think up a good
story.
"Yes, that's what happened," he said
unconvincingly.
"You're sure now?" Mr. Bailey pressed.
Brad looked from Doug's expressionless face to Mr.
Bailey's kindly
countenance. He nodded. "Yes, I'm sure."
Mr. Bailey turned to Angie. "And how did you get
mixed up in the fight,
my dear?"
"It looked like Brad was going to break Doug's
arm," Angie said
indignantly.
"Oh?" Mr. Bailey's tone implied that he was
offended to find trouble
existing in the troublesome situation.
"No, I wasn't," Brad protested angrily.
"It looked like it to me," Angie insisted.
Mr. Bailey raised his hands to signify for them to stop
talking. He
looked like he was making a benediction. He smiled
oilingly at Angie.
"Very commendable, I'm sure."
His glance veered playfully at the boys. "We know
how easily young
ladies get upset about fisticuffs. Things look ten times
worse to them
than they really are." His demeanor said, we men
share and understand
something women will never share or understand.
Angie read his meaning clearly. She snorted loudly in
contempt.
Doug gave her a warning look to be quiet. Brad laughed,
enjoying her
discomfort.
Mr. Bailey rubbed his hands together playfully. "I'm
glad there's no
trouble after all."
Brad jumped to his feet. "Can we go now?"
"Yes," Mr. Bailey beamed. "Don't forget to
report to the office after
school."
"If there was no trouble," Doug objected,
"why do we have to stay after
school?"
"Misunderstanding or not," Mr. Bailey said
sanctimoniously, "there was
a Physical Disturbance and for that you have to stay
after school."
Brad escaped out of the room first with a secret smile on
his lips.
Doug followed with a cross expression on his face.
"Any way you look at it," Angie said loudly on
the way out, "it's a
rotten deal." She gave him a sharp look as she
closed the door behind
her.
That evening, after dinner, Angie waited a discreet
length of time
before she followed her father into his den. He was
sitting in his
brown leather chair, puffing on his pipe and paging
through a medical
journal.
Angie stood hesitantly in the doorway. "Daddy, are
you busy?"
He turned to peer at her, then took his pipe out of his
mouth and held
his arms out to her. "Not too busy for you,
pumpkin."
Angie walked quickly over and curled up on his lap. She
relaxed,
enjoying the sensations she felt. Men had such strong,
firm muscles.
And they smelled different from women. She didn't know
the words to
describe the odors. She just knew she loved men - every
part of them.
Her father set his pipe and magazine on an end table. He
caressed her
silky hair and delighted in the feel of her rounded body
and soft
muscles.
"Remember when you were little," her father
said. "You used to come
running into the room and jump up on my lap and I'd read
you stories.
Do you remember?"
Angie nodded. "I remember. You'd read and read and
I'd fall asleep.
Then mother would come to take me off to bed and I'd wake
up and cry
because I didn't want to go."
"Those were the good old days."
"I used to be so warm and comfortable on your
lap." She circled her
arms about his neck and pushed her head onto his shoulder
to one side
of his chin.
They sat still, enjoying each other's presence. Her
father said, "Soon
you'll be sitting on some young man's lap, just like
this." His tone
expressed both joy and sadness.
Angie was quick to make use of the opening. "I'm
glad you noticed I'm
growing up. When can I find out about sex? Everybody else
at school
gets to go to sex education classes and mom won't let me
go to them and
she won't tell me about sex either." She ended with
an abused tone.
Her father looked at her with mild amusement.
Angie defended herself. "I'm fourteen now. Old
enough to know, don't
you think?" She stared at him aggressively.
A gleam came into his eyes. He laughed. "Fourteen is
quite old enough.
What do you want to know?"
Angie sat up, excited. She waved her hands out wide.
"Everything. How
it's done. What it means..." She looked piercingly
at her father.
"Especially what it means. And anything else you
think I should know."
She looked at him, waiting expectantly.
He laughed at her enthusiasm and hugged her with one arm.
"Well, let's
see. Where to begin? Let's start with something easy.
Like sex is the
method of reproduction - to ensure the continuity of the
race. But it's
more than that. It's a physical need. A way that a man
and a woman can
express their feelings toward one another. Each one
accepts the other
and by so doing they reassure each other." He
stopped and shook his
head. "Am I making any sense to you?"
"Oh, yes, daddy. You do!"
"You're sure now?"
"Yes, yes. Go on. Then sex is not bad?" Angie
asked.
"What are you telling that child?" a harsh,
furious voice interrupted.
Her mother stood in the doorway with an angry face.
"She was asking me some questions about sex,"
her father said in a
neutral tone.
Her mother raised her voice louder. "I told her I'd
tell her at the
proper time."
"Louise," her father objected. "She's old
enough to know now. She
should know. Times have changed since you were a
girl."
"I didn't bring a daughter into the world to be a
slut," Louise
retorted angrily.
"Telling her won't make her a slut. It'll give her
some knowledge so
she can make good judgments about it."
Louise's face contorted in anguish. "Judgments like
yours, Stuart?"
Stuart sat up straighter, trying to control his temper.
"For God's
sake, Louise. Leave our mess out of this!"
"How can I? When I have to live with it day by
day?"
Stuart's voice became low and passionate. "Give me a
divorce. More for
Your own sake than my own."
"Never," she shouted, never! I won't be pushed
aside, unwanted,
unloved, and let you marry one of those hot-pants nurses
of yours."
"Then live with me, as a wife."
"You keep your dirty hands off me," she
screeched. "And Angie, too.
Come here, Angie," she ordered. "Don't let him
touch you."
Angie threw her arms around her father's neck. "No,
no! I love daddy."
Louise's tone took on a dangerous edge. "Stuart,
send that child out of
this room. If you don't, you'll be sorry. I'll make so
much trouble for
you, you'll never practice medicine again."
"Louise," Stuart protested. He saw by her face
that it was useless to
protest. He took Angie's hands from behind his neck and
stood her on
the floor. Kissing her lightly on the cheek, he told her,
"Go to your
room now, Angie, darling. We'll talk another time."
As Angie walked out of the room, her mother shouted.
"Not another time!
You won't talk together another time. If I catch you at
it, you'll both
be sorry!"
Her father raised his voice louder. "Louise. For
God's sake, not in
front of the child."
"That's what you always say," Louise ranted.
"'Not in front of the
child.' What do you care? What have you done to care for
her? I had to
carry her until she was born. I had to go through the
pain and travail.
I had to take care of her, day in and day out, all these
years. While
you've been chasing nurses."
Angie ran down the hall to escape from the angry voices.
Her fears
didn't dispel until she was safely in her room with the
door closed.
Emotions were zigzagging through her body. Her mind
reeled around and
around. She wanted to scream, to howl, to die.
Her parents seemed so engrossed in their own problems
that they didn't
have time to be concerned with her. She felt lost, alone.
The she remembered Doug. He liked her, cared about her.
Some, at least.
He hadn't told Brad about them. He had endured all that
pain for here
longed to comfort him. On Friday, she would accept him
with her naked
body; she would reassure him, and she giggled at the
thought of the
word, with her little pussy, whether her mother liked it
or not.
This time, as soon as Doug stepped into the hall, Angie
threw her arms
around him and kissed him. Doug was a little surprised,
but the
demonstration stirred the protective urge within him and
he responded.
They hung onto each other as they walked to her room.
They both felt
better when they stepped inside and closed the door.
Wordlessly, they drew together and kissed deeply, their
tongues
exploring each other's mouths. Doug's hands stole down
inside her robe
and a finger gently teased the tip of a nipple.
Desire emanated through her body at each stroke. She
caught her breath
and a deeper, warmer desire began to burn between her
legs. She
thought, here goes, mom, too bad you've never taken this
trip! She
reached down and brazenly unzipped Doug's pants and felt
around inside
for his penis. Her fingers felt his wiry pubic hairs;
they explored
downward and touched soft and wrinkled skin. She grasped
the round,
snake-like shaft in her hand and gently slipped it
through her fingers.
She felt it grow hard in her hand. Her heart tripped a
beat.
Triumphantly, she massaged the shaft up and down faster
and faster. She
tickled the tip with butterfly touches.
Doug groaned. He pulled away from her mouth and tore open
her robe and
dropping his head, sucked noisily on her breast. He could
feel the
nipple erect in his mouth. His lips trailed down her soft
pliant belly
and into her soft curly nest of pubic hairs. He gently
parted her cunt
lips with his thumbs and lightly tongued the head of her
clitoris. The
tiny, fleshy tip swelled and hardened under his lewd but
gentle
touches.
Angie moved softly and swayed her body, tipping her vagina
upward and
flexing her asscheeks. Her eyes were closed and she dug
her nails in to
his shoulders.
Blood racing, breathing rapidly, they tore their clothes
off and Doug
carried her over to the bed and threw himself on her.
They teased each
other with lips and fingers. They rocked their bodies
together with
mounting excitement. Their twined arms and legs held
tighter and
tighter.
Angie arched her body against Doug's body; she pressed
her pubic mound
against his penis in an undulation motion - slide up,
push, slide up,
push - trying to entice his penis to enter her vagina.
His cock pushed
more frantically against her and while Doug readjusted
his body weight,
Angie spread her legs further apart and pulled her legs
back. She
arched her whole pelvis area against him, flexing her
asscheeks to push
strongly up against him. Doug raised his asscheeks away
from her body
for a moment and grasped his erect penis. He groaned and
pressed his
hips forward and slowly, with the tip of the round,
hardened head
parted the soft, tickling pubic hair, wormed it slowly
into her gently
pulsating cunt. The lubricated vaginal walls pressing on
all sides of
his shaft gave him a pleasure jolt. Angie felt it too.
She clenched her
asscheeks together, as if to lock the hungry, throbbing
penis within
her. Doug pulled his cock up and almost out and then
pressed harder in
her. Their excitement grew with each in and out thrust.
Their bodies
fought each other, moving faster and more frantically against
each
other. His hardened rod of boy-flesh pounded deeper and
deeper into
her; her engorged vaginal walls pressed closer against
the plunging
shaft of his excited cock, lengthening the tunnel to
swallow more and
more of it deeper and deeper inside her smooth quivering
belly. She
pushed her body harder and harder against his to keep the
foraging cock
as far within her as humanly possible.
Their writhing young naked bodies meshed, moving in and
out and up and
down, and quickened. Hearts pounding, minds spinning,
breathing light
and fast, their bodies knew only burning pleasure. Their
pleasure
heightened and grew and grew until it became unbearable
and their
bodies locked in a desperate embrace and stilled. The
locked bodies
turned off and their minds turned on. Raw emotions
swirled and danced
in their minds and emanated through their grinding,
interlocked
genitals. And then it burst... burst for both of them at
the same
time.
They lay quietly for several minutes.
"I wish you'd smash into me so hard that we'd never
separate," Angie
said longingly.
"I wouldn't want to hurt you," Doug said
solicitously.
"I want you to," Angie said fiercely. "It
feels good. Love makes me
strong. It can't hurt me."
"Do you feel my semen squirt into you?" Doug
asked shyly.
"Yes."
"That's when it feels most pleasurable to me. So
intense it hurts."
"I can't tell what happens inside me when I feel the
most pleasure. But
I think it feels the greatest when we reach our orgasms
together,"
Angie said warmly.
"I think it does too," Doug agreed. "Am I
getting too heavy for you?"
Angie hugged him harder against her. "No, I like
your penis in me. I
wish it could stay in me forever."
Their eyes met shyly and they were both surprised to see
the other's
face bathed in an indistinct glow. Angie had never
thought Doug was
that good looking before and Doug had never thought Angie
was so
beautiful.
"You know what?" Doug said wonderingly. "I
think I love you."
Angie's eyes shone with pleasure. She hugged him tightly
and reached up
and kissed him virginally on his lips. "I love you,
too."
"It's odd," Doug said seriously. "I hadn't
planned on it happening. Did
you?"
"Well," Angie said blushing a little, "I
thought it might happen and I
decided I wouldn't mind falling in love with you."
"Wow?" Doug said. He rolled from between her
still spread legs onto his
side and held his head in both hands and closed his eyes.
Girls
certainly were mysterious. How could Angie guess what the
outcome might
be? Guess that's what older men meant when they said they
were trapped
by a girl. Well, it was certainly a nice way to be
trapped. He felt a
surge of protectiveness for her. He must assume his
responsibilities
and take care of her.
"Are you all right? Do you need anything?" he
asked.
"Huh?" Angie asked, caught unawares; then she
caught on. "I'm fine, I
don't need anything. Do you?"
"Just to rest beside you for a while," he said.
They cuddled together and rested for about a half hour.
Angie stirred. "Did you want to try something
new?"
"I'd thought of trying 69, but we don't have to if
you don't want to."
"But I want to if you want to. What is it?"
"It's oral stimulation. We arouse each other by
stimulating the sex
organs with our mouths."
"Let's try it," Angie said.
"You really want to?" Doug asked dubiously.
"Yes, I do." Angie kissed him lightly on the
mouth. "Tell me how it's
done."
"Well?" Doug sat up energetically, all
enthused. "We have to lay with
our heads in opposite directions, our bodies curved. See?
Like this."
He laid down on his side facing her with his head
opposite her feet.
"Now you take my penis in your hands and put it in
your mouth. While
you rub the shaft with your hand and caress the end with
your lips and
tongue, I'll lick your clitoris and put my tongue in your
vagina."
Angie felt a sudden fear brought on by Doug's
explanation. What would
her mother say? Intercourse was bad enough - perversion
was infinitely
worse. Now that she thought about it, she had read about
it in the
marriage manuals. She hadn't been looking forward to
trying the act.
Doug saw her reluctant expression and guessed what she
was thinking.
"You don't have to if you don't want to."
Angie looked at him. He had that funny gleam in his eyes
he always got
when he was really interested in something. A feeling of
love engulfed
her. "No, no. I want to."
She moved over closer to his legs and gingerly enfolded
his limp penis
in her hand. It was red and wrinkled and the forest of
pubic hairs it
sprouted from looked obscene. She fought against her
feeling of
revulsion. It was so limp it felt awful. She wanted to
drop it and run
away and hide.
"Go ahead," Doug encouraged. "Just lick
the end with your tongue to
begin with."
She leaned over closer to the penis and the odor of his
genitals grew
stronger. Angie started to choke.
"You don't want to," Doug said in a
disappointed voice.
"I will - I will. Give me time," she said
hurriedly.
She stuck out her tongue and touched the shiny red end of
his penis
lightly. It felt warm and slippery. She twirled her
tongue around the
round end. She could feel Doug licking her clitoris with
his tongue.
Electrical shocks surged through her body. Her vaginal
area began to
burn. Angie began to caress the shaft with her hand while
she licked
the end. She felt triumphant when the penis hardened in
her hand. She
pushed the penis farther back into her mouth and began
sucking it. The
penis grew in her mouth, filling it. She rubbed the shaft
with her
hands faster and faster, a sudden sense of power
engulfing her.
Now she could feel Doug sticking his tongue in and out of
her vagina.
Her body began to burn and it started to undulate. Her
pulse quickened.
She began circling the penis around in her mouth, sucking
it, pushing
it in and out with loud sucking sounds. Saliva oozed out
of the corner
of her mouth.
The end of the penis swelled and filled her mouth. Her
tongue could
feel the slippery shaft harden even more. She sucked and
massaged it
faster and faster. The distended red banana jumped into a
life of its
own. It began contracting back and forth, pushing against
her throat.
She began choking and grew frantic. She tried to twirl it
out but it
pushed faster and harder against her throat. Faster and
harder, choking
her and pushing all her breath out of her.
Suddenly, Doug cried out. He seized her head cruelly to
stop her
movements. Semen spouted into her mouth, sprayed her
throat and
dribbled down her chin. She choked and another spurt
came. She started
swallowing and spitting for dear life. Doug let out
agonized cries with
each spurt; they frightened her. Another and another
came. She
sputtered and swallowed them in painful gulps to keep
from choking.
Finally Doug let go of her head. He lay panting heavily,
and then he
collapsed utterly weak.
Angie spit out the rest of the semen and wiped her
spattered face on a
blanket. She laid back exhausted, too tired to think or
feel. She
regained her strength first. "Are you all right,
Doug?"
"Yeah," he said weakly.
"You cried out so. It scared me."
Doug shook his head in amazement. "The sensation is
stronger than
regular intercourse. The pleasure turns into unbearable
pain," he
explained in an almost clinical tone.
"I liked the ordinary way better."
Doug patted her head condescendingly. "So do
I."
She turned around and slid into his arms and they lay
quietly and
dozed.
"We've still got a lot of other things to try,"
Doug said. "But I can
wait until next Friday."
Doug and Angie were lying on the grass in the quadrangle.
Too soon the
bell would ring and they'd have to go to classes. But for
now they
could lay close together, enjoying the nearness of their
bodies.
"You know what time I hate the most?" Angie
asked.
"What?"
"Friday night."
"Wha-at?"
Angie slipped her hand down between their bodies and put
it on his
crotch. "Because I know it'll be a whole seven days
before we can make
love again.
"Don't do that here," Doug said alarmed. He
looked around to see if
anyone was looking at them. No one seemed to be.
"We shouldn't be ashamed of being in love,"
Angie protested.
"Angie," Doug said disapprovingly. "You
know how people are. They'll
say we're too young anyway. They don't think we ought to
know anything
about it. Or to feel any desire."
"We ought to invite them over on Friday night,"
Angie said playfully.
"Can't you see Mr. Bailey and my mother watching us
make love?" She
started laughing loudly at the thought.
"Shhh! Someone will hear," Doug cautioned.
"No one's even near us."
"Brad's coming over this way."
Angie made a face. "I hope he doesn't start a fight
again. Don't fight
with him. For any reason."
"Take it easy. No sense in looking for
trouble."
"Hi, there, you two," Brad called as he
approached them. "Been having a
lot of sex lately?"
"Is that al you ever think of?" Doug asked.
"Got a better topic?" Brad asked.
"I would think an operator like you would
have," Angie put in.
"With you, it would be dishonorable to think of
anything else," Brad
said mockingly, as he flopped down on the grass beside
her.
Angie laughed scornfully. "What a line!"
"Mamzelle, you wound me!" Brad exclaimed,
melodramatically. He clapped
a hand over his heart, threw himself flat on the grass,
and pretended
to be dead.
Angie laughed in spite of herself.
Mary Jane and two of her friends came over, attracted by
Brad.
"O, Angie," Mary Jane exclaimed. "Are you
coming to the dance tonight?"
"No, I'm busy Friday nights," Angie said
casually.
"Oh, you should come," Mary Jane squealed.
"We had so much fun last
time. Didn't we, girls?"
The girls chorused the affirmative.
A bell rang to signify the end of the lunch period and
the resumption
of classes.
Doug got up. "Well, I must be off."
"Bye now," Angie smiled secretively to him.
Brad sat up. He took in Angie's smile and looked
appraisingly at Doug
as he walked away.
"Brad, are you coming to the dance tonight?"
Mary Jane gushed.
"Not if I can find something better to do." He
narrowed his eyes and
looked at Angie.
"She looked at him wide-eyed.
"You've been looking good lately," Brad said to
Angie. He turned to the
other girls. "Don't you think so?"
"She sure has," Mary Jane said. She looked
enviously at Angie.
To her chagrin, Angie blushed.
"You do," Brad insisted. "Maybe it's because
you have a boyfriend now."
Angie's chin went up haughtily. "He's just a
friend."
"Friend or not, it's made a change in you,"
Brad said.
"How?" Angie asked.
"Ohh," Brad searched for words. "You're
happier - more approachable."
"Oh, I'm not," Angie protested.
"I'd like to get to know you better," Brad said
confidently. "When can
I come over? Tonight?"
"No," Angie objected. "Tonight is
Friday."
"So?" Brad smiled enigmatically. "What's
so sacred about Friday?"
"Nothing," Angie replied. "It's just that
I already have plans for
tonight."
"Why can't I be included?" Brad persisted.
"Because why should I change my plans?" Angie
said mockingly.
"Because you'd like to take pity on a poor homeless
bachelor," Brad
mocked back at her.
Mary Jane and her friends clustered around Angie,
obviously impressed
by Brad's pursuit of her.
Angie preened, proud to be the center of attention.
"What would we do
if you did come over?" she asked tentatively.
"What you usually do," Brad said boldly, his
face expressionless. He
added, "We could play records."
"Maybe you could come over for a little while,"
Angie said carelessly,
with a guarded glance at the girls. She was rewarded with
envious
expressions on their faces.
"What time?"
"7:30," Angie said. Then she thought for a
moment. "No, better make it
8."
Brad studied her face. "Not 7:30. 8."
That afternoon, after school, Angie went straight home
and went to her
bedroom and laid on her bed and began to worry about what
she had done.
What if Brad found out about what she and Doug were
doing? He'd
probably tell and then she'd be in a mess. Her mother
would die from
the shock. It was dangerous to let him come. Maybe she
should call him
and tell him not to come? The envious faces of Mary Jane
and her
girlfriends came into her memory. Their avid glances and
rapt attention
to her verbal tongue-of-war with Brad pleased her all
over again. They
had walked with her to her classroom afterwards, chatting
with her like
old friends. Her dreams of friendship were coming true.
Her mind was rationalizing. Why not let Brad come? It
would be a joke
on Doug. They would talk and play records for a while and
then they'd
send him home early. She and Doug could make love
afterwards. She could
have the best of everything.
Finally, she heard her name being called.
"Angelica."
It was her mother calling! What did she want?
"Angelica!"
"Yes, Mother."
"Open you r door."
Angie swung off the bed, padded to the door and opened it
a crack.
"Yes?" Angie asked.
"Aren't you going to let me in?" he mother
asked, somewhat uncertainly.
Angie stepped back and opened the door wider. Now what?
she asked
herself. The occasions her mother visited her room were
in frequent.
Angie stood, waiting.
Mr. Marlowe seemed uneasy. She kept prowling about the
room, seemingly
unable to settle down. The silence grew strained.
Embarrassing. Angie
determined not t o break it. Let her. She invaded my
room. I didn't ask
her to come.
"Well," Mrs. Marlowe said nervously. She
cleared her throat loudly.
"I've - I've been thinking. About what you asked me.
And - and I think
it's time you did know-some things," she ended
lamely. She stopped,
confused, and look at the floor.
Angie watched her mother with clear eyes. She supposed
she should feel
sorry for her but all she could feel was indifference
and, yes, pity.
If she could only see what a pitiful spectacle she was
making of
herself!
Mrs. Marlowe looked up at Angie, couldn't bear to look in
her probing
eyes, and looked out the window.
"It's hard to explain," she started again
hesitantly. "Especially to a
younger girl. Only married women really need to
know."
Angie's eyes met hers unflinchingly. Her mother looked
away quickly
again.
"But, girls should be aware - they should watch out
for compromising
situations. Like, you should never stay alone in a room
with any boy-or
man. And don't let them touch you. Anywhere. Men are animals.
It's
their nature. A girl has to protect herself."
"From what?" Angie asked innocently.
The simple question threw her mother in a tizzy. Her face
turned red,
her mouth opened involuntarily and hung open, bereft of
words.
Obviously, her mind was confused and shame filled her
body.
"What happens, mother?" Angie asked stubbornly.
Her mother concentrated on a spot on the floor.
"They touch you. It
doesn't feel good. And you'll probably get pregnant right
away." She
frowned, searching for words. "It's better to put
all thought of sex
out of your mind now." She straightened up.
"And now you've been
warned."
"Warned against what?" Angie asked, disgusted.
"About getting pregnant."
"I wasn't wanting to," Angie said. "I just
wanted to know how it
happens."
Her mother looked at her silently for a long moment.
"You don't have to
worry about it until you're married." She added with
a playful smile,
"And that's several years in the future."
"Where do babies come from?" Angie asked point
blank.
"From love," Mrs. Marlowe said, embarrassed.
"Then where did I come from?"
"What do you mean?" her mother asked, confused.
"You don't love daddy."
Mrs. Marlowe turned white with an almost rising anger.
She sat in agony
for a few moments, trying to control herself. Finally,
she said, "It
has nothing to do with you."
Angie looked directly at her. "Yet, it has. I might
have had a sister
or a brother."
Mrs. Marlowe jumped up. "Impudent!" she
screamed.
"Isn't it true?" Angie persisted.
"You're just as bad as your father - always getting
off the subject."
Mrs. Marlowe rushed out of the room.
It's just as well, Angie thought as she lay back on her
bed. She can't
tell a straight story anyway.
But an idea kept popping into her mind and bothering her.
Something
must be wrong with me because I enjoy sex. There must be
some good
reason why mom is uptight about it. I must be a pervert
of some kind. A
nymphomaniac!
She got up and turned on the stereo as loud as it would
go,
subconsciously wishing to drown her thoughts in noise.
She poked through her clothes closet. I must dress up
tonight. Brad's
coming. I hope Doug won't be mad at me. We'll get rid of
Brad some way.
Then we can have it out. I can't go on. Shame engulfed
her. I must
stop. It must be wrong to enjoy sex. Why, I don't know.
It seems so
natural, once you get the hang of it. I wish I had a
mother who could
help me. Tears filled her eyes, her vision became blurry.
She had
difficulty seeing the dresses. The tears silently rolled
down both
cheeks and dropped on the floor.
When the doorbell rang at 7:30, Angie was waiting. She'd
had second
thoughts about surprising Doug and bad decided to tell
him Brad was
coming.
"Oh, Doug..." she said as she opened the door.
Brad stepped in. "I hope you're not disappointed
that it's me," he said
with a confident smirk on his young face.
"I told you to come at eight," Angie said
angrily.
Brad hit his palm against his forehead in simulated
distress. "Did you?
You told me two times - seven-thirty and eight. And I
kept thinking ,not
eight, seven-thirty.' I must have turned them
around."
"You're not welcome until eight," Angie said
coldly.
"I have nowhere to go," Brad said
self-pityingly.
"Walk around the block a few times," Angie
said, unmoved.
"You wouldn't throw me out," Brad protested
lightly, with a dangerous
tone in his voice.
Angie could see that he had no intention of leaving and
she knew she
wasn't strong enough to throw him out alone. She decided
it would be
smarter to play along with him.
"You can look over the records in the rumpus room
while I get a bottle
of wine," she said, leading him to the rumpus room.
Brad looked approvingly at the elaborate stereo set built
into the wall
and the shelves filled with records.
"Make yourself at home," Angie said, turning to
go. "I'll be right
back."
She hurried up to the kitchen and rushed into the
breakfast nook and
dialed Doug's phone number.
"Who're you calling?" Brad asked behind her.
Angie jumped in surprise. She turned to see Brad lounging
in the
doorway, grinning at her in an oppressive way.
"Hello," Doug's voice said in the phone,
"hello."
Angie hung up the receiver. "My mother told me to
call her at the
dinner party they're at. But no one answers."
She smiled appealingly at Brad and slipped past him to
the kitchen. "I
put a bottle of wine to cool in the refrigerator. Do you
like port?"
"I can take it or leave it," Brad said
pompously, following her.
With the wine and three glasses on a tray, she led him
back down to the
rumpus room. She set the tray on a table.
"Would you like some now or shall we wait until Doug
comes?" she asked.
"Why not now?" Brad asked, playing a
sophisticated man-of-the-world
type.
"You pick out a record while I open the wine,"
Angie directed.
Good gosh, he was hard to talk to! And he kept looking at
her in that
insinuating way. She must reach the front door first to
warn Doug. She
kept hoping the doorbell would ring soon.
Brad pretended to look for a record. Is she nervous! he
thought. Those
two must have been up to something. I'm going to be there
when old
Douggie boy steps in the door. He put a record on and
turned the volume
down low so he could hear the doorbell.
Angie poured wine into two glasses. "Turn the volume
up, I can't hear
it," she told him innocently.
Brad turned it up a little bit. They smiled at each other
sincerely.
Angie handed him his glass of wine. They continued to
measure each
other with their eyes. Panic began to gain possession of
Angie. Doug
should get here any minute, she kept thinking. I've got
to be upstairs
when he comes! She tried to think of an excuse to leave.
"Oh, dear!" she said. "I forgot the
coasters. Mother'll be so mad. Wait
here. I'll run up and get them."
She dashed upstairs. Brad followed at a discreet
distance. She went
into the kitchen. Brad watched her open a drawer and take
some coasters
out. Then she stood uncertainly, not wanting to leave.
The doorbell
rang. Brad watched her dash down the hall and open the
door.
In a high voice, Angie said, "Doug! I've got to tell
you."
Doug, stepped in the door saying, "Hi, baby!"
and grabbed her and
kissed her soundly.
Angie struggled to get him to stop but Doug responded by
bending her
body backward and running his hand up her skirt to the
crotch band of
her panties. Angie tried to pull his hands away. In vain.
"Well, hello, you love birds," Brad said in an
amused tone.
Doug and Angie pulled apart guiltily.
"Just as I thought," Brad said happily.
"There's nothing like learning
from experience, is there?"
"What's he doing here?" Doug asked Angie
angrily.
"She invited me," Brad answered quickly.
"Why?" Doug asked Angie, humiliation and, rage
colored his tone.
Angie was devastated by the quick turn of events. "I
- I - ," she
faltered. She hadn't anticipated such a disastrous end.
"Why not?" Brad sneered. "You're not going
to be selfish and keep all
the experiences for yourself?"
Doug glared angrily at Brad; then he looked at Angie. She
just stood
looking back at him, with dumb black eyes. She's not even
sorry for
what she's done, he thought, enraged.
"Let's show him what we can do. That's what you
wanted, wasn't it?"
Doug shouted at her. And before she could make a protest,
he picked her
up and ran with her down the hall to her bedroom. Brad
ran after them.
Doug tore her clothes off and tore his own off and threw
her on the
bed. He began manipulating her naked young body. His
kisses bruised her
lips. She tried to keep her teeth closed but when she
gasped in pain at
his brutal caresses, his tongue drove in deep. It filled
her mouth and
she choked and fought back now he swirled his tongue
around and around
and in and out. And... in spite of her revulsion of
another boy
watching, she could feel her body begin to get hot when
he played with
her breast, lightly touching the nipple.
No, no, she thought. I don't want to. Not like this! But
he moved his
hand down between her legs and lightly brushed up the
smooth inner
softness of her thighs. Desire flamed in her and her body
voluntarily
opened her legs. Gently he caressed her clitoris and it
erected. Her
excited body ignored her mind. It began writhing in
answer to his
touches. Her asscheeks began flexing, rocking her body
back and forth.
She pushed her pelvis up against Doug's pelvis and felt
his hardened
cock slip wetly into her open vagina.
All this time, Brad watched them fascinated. He saw Doug
sink his
hardened rod of quivering flesh deep inside her soft
hair-lined pussy.
He watched it pump up and down, in and out, making an
exciting wet
sucking noise as it probed faster and faster. Their
bodies banged into
each other; their faces began to look tortured. He had
never imagined
anything like this! Contorted muscles, wild breathing.
His cock erected
and his body began to burn. He began undressing so that
he would be
ready to fuck this wild young chick when his time came.
Caught up in her passion, Angie pulled her legs farther
back and began
to grind her young excited cunt more and more wildly up
against Doug's
pelvis. She could feel her orgasm coming; and then Doug's
body locked
on hers. While her body burned in frustration, he jerked
and emptied
great gushing streams of hot, white cum deep up into her
wildly
clasping cuntal passage.
Doug collapsed on her and then rolled off, a limp heap on
the bed.
"I want to try it," Brad said eagerly, grabbing
the helpless girl's
ankles and spreading them far apart. He looked at her
vagina to see
where he should ram his cock in. It was all red, open and
surrounded by
a tantalizing ring of soft curly pubic hair. My God, he
didn't think a
girl that small could have such a big hole! He dropped
down between her
open thighs and his large hard penis slipped in easily;
an electric
thrill shot through him when he felt it close wetly and
snugly around
the shaft. He began rocking back and forth like he'd seen
Doug doing.
His penis got more and more excited. He pushed harder and
harder and
faster and faster in her. He felt like pushing his
hardened penis all
the way through her until it reached up and came out of
her mouth.
Angie hadn't had time to think between the time Doug had
rolled off of
her and the time Brad had got on. Her vagina felt full
again with a
penis. Passion had dulled her senses. She couldn't fight
back. Naked
desire ran through her body again. She began pushing up
and down
against Brad. She could feel his penis push in and pull
out, sliding up
and down against the wet, slippery sides of her vagina.
The walls were
engorged with blood and formed a warm tight fitting tunnel
around the
swollen shaft of his penis. She strained her vaginal
muscles hard
against Brad's impaling cock, enclosing it tightly. The
walls tried to
lock it in her; not to let it out. To make it go deeper
and deeper into
her. To swallow it. To squeeze all the pleasure and
life-giving sperm
completely out of it.
Brad began panting heavier and heavier. His enlarged
prick banged
harder and faster into her; banging into her cervix. His
excitement
became delirious. He could feel the semen coming; it
spurted out. Each
spurt sent an exquisite pleasure-pain through him. His
mind became
maelstrom, and then he collapsed, exhausted, over Angie.
After his breathing subsided, his mind began to work.
Man! He'd never
been turned on like that before. Kee-rystos. He wanted
another ride on
that spinning wheel.
Brad rolled off Angie onto the bed. He saw Doug sitting
cross-legged on
the floor. His penis arched upward, strong and hard.
"Keep her warm," Brad said. "Man, I wanna
fuck that little pussy 'til
she can't walk!"
But he was too tired to do anything now; he couldn't wait
for that
feeling to pass and he wanted another joy ride between
those long hot
legs.
Doug didn't say anything. When he'd recovered from his
orgasm, he'd
found himself watching Brad working over Angie, his slim
muscular
asscheeks pumping hard between her widespread thighs. The
sight had
sickened and repelled him. He'd tried to turn away, not
to look, but
he'd found he wasn't strong enough. The sight of the
tortured faces,
the sweating, straining bodies, the hardened flesh of
Brad's cock
sinking into the soft, hair-lined mouth of her cunt,
fascinated him.
He'd felt his own excitement return again; his penis
erected. When Brad
told him to keep Angie warm he thought, why not? What's
done is done.
No sense going home burning.
Doug got up and climbed onto the bed. He could see
Angie's whole naked
crotch and thighs glistening with male sperm and sexual
fluids. Her
vulvar lips were grossly swollen; the inner lips were
bright red. Her
vagina was engorged; the hole open and dark. What strange
forbidden
pleasures lurked there!
He slid his penis into the lubricated tunnel; he could
feel the vaginal
walls close around it like warm, melted butter. His penis
felt hotter.
As his passion mounted, his mind turned off, killing his
conscience.
His mind told him he shouldn't do this but his body
wouldn't stop. His
penis felt too excited to stop. He began slooping his
hardened,
slightly curved shaft in and out of her. She lay
unresisting under him,
moaning all the while. His passion mounted and he fucked
her harder and
he felt her body respond. They rocked together wildly,
pushing against
each other harder and harder, straining muscles, fighting
for breath.
Angie's body burned with unreleased tension. The boys had
reached their
orgasms but they hadn't waited for her to reach hers.
Maybe she would
this time. She pulled back her legs and pushed her naked
pubic mound
hard up against Doug. His cock sunk all the way into her
cunt,
pinioning her cervix. The semen began to burn within his
shaft and then
without warning, exploded! Like volcanic tongues of
searing pleasure it
spewed from his penis, erupting in the hungrily milking
walls of her
vagina. His mind tripped out. He tried to hold the
pleasure-pain - to
make it last - but too soon it burned out in short
sputtering jets of
cum. He collapsed, panting.
"Get off. I'm ready," Brad ordered.
Brad stood by the bed, avidly watching them, a cruel
smile playing on
his lips. His distended penis engorged with blood,
pointing in the air.
Weakly, Doug rolled off Angie's body. "Can't you let
her rest a moment?
She looks tired."
"I'll be easy on her," Brad said.
He enjoyed looking at Angie's inert naked body spread out
obscenely on
the bed. Her head was thrown back, her arms and legs
spread-eagled. Her
fists were clenched. Her vulvar lips and vagina
abnormally swollen; her
vagina flowered open and oozing white, trickling semen.
He shoved Doug
aside and threw himself between her legs. His monstrous
penis squeezed
into the waiting pink cunt; the tight fit gave his penis
an exquisite
jolt of pleasure. His body began to undulate on top of
her. His
excitement mounted and he strained and fucked into her
brutally.
By this time Angie's mind had long ago turned off. She
could no longer
think, only feel. And her body felt only one thing - a
burning sexual
excitement that was never satisfied. The burning had lost
all of its
pain; it had only pleasure left. Her vulvar area burned
and burned and
burned, but she couldn't reach an orgasm.
For a moment her body felt light and free and her vagina
unpressured.
Then she felt a leaden penis worm its way inside again
and tease up and
down against her throbbing vaginal walls. Her vagina felt
too full. The
huge penis pulled the soft fleshy walls in and out with
it. Each push
and pull was beautiful. The movements began to go faster
and faster,
turning each little individual moan into one long scream.
She cried out
helplessly for fulfillment. Her mind became blurry, but
she was aware
that the ejaculate was spraying her vagina and she was
sorry that the
penis would shrivel and become soft and disappear.
Brad cried out in ecstasy and his body went limp and
heavy on hers too
soon. He rolled off.
"Your turn," Brad said to Doug.
"Let's stop now. She really looks out of it."
Doug objected.
"I don't care whether you want to or not," Brad
said savagely. "Just
keep her hot for me. I want to fuck her again."
Doug felt pity for Angie in such a distorted position.
Her face had a
dreamy, almost unconscious smile. She kept her legs
pulled back, her
pelvis arched upward, displaying her tight, hair-lined
cuntal lips, her
red, gaping vaginal opening, waiting for the next
hardened cock.
Doug could see that Brad meant what he said and was
afraid of what Brad
would do to Angie if he didn't fuck her now.
Doug crawled between her legs and slid his partly-erect
penis into the
waiting vagina. It's slipping warm walls pressed tightly
against his
cock, as if to squeeze out the semen, and stimulated his
penis to a
full erection. A breath caught in his throat when his
penis started
burning. Automatically, his whole body started working
over her,
pushing in and out. He could feel his penis pull the
walls out and push
them back in. He pressed deeper and deeper, faster and
faster, trying
to stimulate the trigger that would shoot the semen into
her.
Brad sat close by, fondling his slippery flaccid penis in
his hands.
Angie's tortured face stirred his desire but Doug's
exertions, the
flexing muscles in his asscheeks, his penis pulling in
and out of sight,
his loud gasping pants, his contorted face, fed his
sexual excitement
even more. Gently he tickled the head of his penis as he
watched Doug's
body writhe grotesquely over Angie's body. Soon he felt
his penis perk
up in his hands. He cupped a hand over the shaft and
rubbed back and
forth, sliding it faster and faster. Gradually his penis
enlarged and
hardened in his hands. He was ready for the next trip. He
could hardly
wait for Doug to stop.
Brad could see that Doug was near his climax. His long
body pushes
shortened and quickened. His penis pulled out of the
vagina less and
less. He could see Doug's body make the last anguished
push into her
and his whole body stiffened and held. Doug had her
pinned down to the
mattress like a butterfly and Brad could imagine the feel
of his semen
squirting into her - each spurt a delicious agony.
He stood up ready to go. When Doug's body collapsed, he
pushed it off
of Angie's body. A triumphant feeling rose in him as he
surveyed her
exhausted, but still unfulfilled body. Her arched pelvis,
glistening of
semen and sexual lubrication, excited him. He ran his
fingers lightly
up her inner thighs and wormed a finger deep up in her
vagina.
Angie groaned and tried to pull her legs back further to
accommodate
the entering penis.
"Good girl," he said gloatingly. He climbed
onto her body and rammed
his engorged penis into her. The tunnel felt smaller than
the last
time, but the tighter pressure of the walls on his penis
stimulated him
more. Each push of his cock was doubly exciting because
of the
pressure. He pushed into her as hard as he could. He
couldn't wait for
involuntary rhythm to start. He pounded into her
unmercifully, yanking
his penis all the way out only to push it in harder and
deeper. The
shaft brushed sensuously against her abnormally distended
vaginal
walls.
Angie moaned at each forward thrust. His penis felt like
a rock,
pounding into her, brushing her walls with each push and
scraping her
with each pull.
Brad paid no attention to her exhausted moans. He rode
her as hard as
he could: beating his penis against her cervix. His
asscheeks flexed and
forcibly pressed his penis straighter and deeper into her
vagina. The
loud wet sucking sounds emitted when he pulled his cock
out spurred him
on. He pressed faster and deeper, his body pounding on
top of hers. The
end of his penis hardened and burned. It strove to fuse
with her belly.
Brad ground his body down harder and harder between
Angie's widespread
legs.
Now Angie was groaning continually.
At last his climax came - he could feel the ejaculate
coming. His body
contracted regularly and fast and the exquisite
sensations as the
ejaculate spurted into her. His mind whirled in the
sensation; it
encompassed his whole body, and then it melted away.
Brad rolled off Angie's body and flopped limply on the
bed beside her.
After he had recovered somewhat he was surprised to see
Doug dressed,
sitting on a chair, observing him.
"Giving up?" Brad taunted.
"Yes," Doug said firmly. "and you are,
too."
Brad turned his head to look at Angie. She was lying
inert beside him,
her body still spread-eagled open, ready for intercourse.
"Well, she's
not much good now anyway. Didn't help at all the last
time," he
complained.
"Get up and get dressed," Doug said.
"We'll go."
While Brad dressed, Doug went over to help Angie. He
straightened her
exhausted body and maneuvered it underneath the blankets.
He got a
washcloth and a glass of water from the bathroom. Gently,
he wiped her
face and held her head up to force a little water into
her mouth.
"Are you ready, nurse?" Brad asked impatiently.
Doug disappeared into the bathroom and put the washcloth
and glass
back. "Coming," he said.
Brad took one last greedy look at Angie, lying on the
bed. "Get plenty
of rest, baby," he said with a snicker. "I'll
be back with more
ammunition. We'll have a fucking good time."
Doug couldn't put the degrading sight of Angie out of his
mind. He
tried and tried but the sight of her lying on the bed,
head thrown
back, legs parted and pulled back unnaturally, and pelvis
pushed up
with the bright red swollen lips hooded over her gaping
vagina haunted
his mind in psychedelic colors. No matter what he did -
read his
lessons, measured chemical ingredients for an experiment,
or repaired
the lawn mower - that obscene vision of her would come
back and fill his
mind, cutting off his logical thoughts. What bothered him
even more was
that when he thought of her that way his penis swelled
and burned. He
would find himself remembering the exquisite sensation of
her hot pussy
caressing his engorged penis. He felt confused. Not in
his wildest
imagination had he ever imagined that their harmless
experiment would
end that way. Unable to work, he wandered around his
home, pale,
shaken, forlorn.
His mother noticed his condition right away. "Due
you feel ill, dear?"
she asked anxiously.
"No," Doug said crossly.
"Then something's troubling you."
"No!" Doug said violently.
His mother felt hurt. They had always been close in the
past, sharing
thoughts and secrets. She knew something was bothering
him. Why
wouldn't he tell her?
She tried another tact. "Don't you have anything to
do? You're pacing
up and down like a wild beast."
"No," Doug said gloomily.
"What happened to the research project you were
working on?" she asked,
too casually.
Doug didn't notice her tone. "I gave it up," he
said listlessly.
Immediately his mother's sixth sense buzzed her alarm.
Things must be
even worse than she'd imagined. "Gave it up?"
she asked worriedly.
"That's not like you."
Only then did Doug notice her reaction and realize how
he'd revealed
himself to her. "Oh," he said hurriedly,
"it was just a small project.
Of no real consequence."
His mother studied his face slowly. If the project was of
no
consequence, then what was? She decided to talk the
situation over with
B.C. at the first opportunity.
Doug turned on the TV and pretended to watch it. His
mother sat
quietly, industriously working at her needlepoint and
watching Doug.
She was thankful when she heard the car drive into the
garage. Soon her
husband stepped into the rumpus room.
"Home early, B.C.? How was the lecture?"
Mr. Fleming bent over and lightly kissed her cheek.
"Just what you'd
expect of old Buckner. All theory and no fact."
"If he'd change at his time of life, he'd be a god,
not a scientist."
"He's already a god by definition," Mr. Fleming
said jocularly. "Only a
god performs miracles and he performed one tonight. He
seemed to have
most of the audience believing him, especially the
graduate students."
Husband and wife laughed together.
"You must be tired, dear," Mrs. Fleming said.
"Would you like some
tea?"
Mr. Fleming heaved a deep sigh and relaxed in his chair.
"You're
reading my mind."
"Would you like some, Doug?" his mother asked.
"No, thanks, Mom."
Out of the corner of his eye, Doug watched his parents
act out their
little ritual. Coming-home-from-a-late-lecture was a
routine they acted
out at least twice a month. The moves were always the
same. He analyzed
their conversation and their actions. His mother sharing
her husband's
interests, anticipating his needs; both of them sharing
"in" jokes and
touching each other. That must be the stable kind of love
- having
respect and consideration for the other person. If you
felt that way
about a person, then the physical love was an added
attraction.
Reviewing the past two weeks with Angie at school was
painful. How
comforting it was to have her lying near him in the
quadrangle. The sun
shining on a blowaway strand of her black hair and
turning it red. The
possessive and protective feeling he'd had when he held
her hand in
his. The sound of her laughter rang in his memory. How
much he'd taken
all of these things for granted! Only by losing them did
he become
aware of their value. Somehow it didn't seem fair. There
should be some
way that a person could know beforehand. So the person
could recognize
that he was in love so he could protect the relationship.
Doug sighed deeply. Their sex experiment must stop. That
was certain.
He'd tell Angie on Monday at school. But how to stop Brad
from trying
to continue them? Reason meant nothing to him; arguments
had no
interest for him. Brad didn't love Angie like he did, and
after
yesterday night, he probably didn't have any respect for
her. That left
fighting. The only thing that would make an impression on
Brad's
Neanderthal brain. If he could manage to beat Brad up,
he'd probably
leave Angie alone.
Doug sighed deeply again. Well, that's what he'd have to
try to do.
He'd tell Angie on Monday.
The memory of Friday night haunted Angie's mind all
weekend. The
cruelty and the degradation grew more awful in her mind
each succeeding
day. She could feel the heavy bodies lying on hers. Hear
their mouths
panting and gasping in her ears. Feel their hard
throbbing cocks slide
into her vagina; the bodies begin to pound on top of
hers. Then her own
blood would begin to race - her heart to pound, breath
quicken. Her body
would answer theirs - pound rhythmically with them. And
then she'd feel
the hot, scalding semen spurt into her, spraying her
womb. Oh, God.
Could she ever forget it? The fear of being found out
preyed on her
conscience until she began to feel that other people
could tell just by
looking at her what had happened on Friday night.
She dreaded Monday, when she'd have to go to school. She
was sure she
couldn't go. When Monday morning dawned, she considered
feigning
sickness but she knew her father would be able to tell
that nothing was
wrong with her. And then her mother would give her the
third-degree,
trying to find out what she was up to. She couldn't take
that. Not now.
Apprehensively she trudged to school. Keeping a sharp eye
out for
anyone she knew, she managed to avoid meeting Doug and
Brad and her
other friends all morning. However, at lunch time, Doug
managed to
catch her hiding behind a book in the quadrangle.
"Angie, I've been trying to find you all
morning," Doug said, thankful
he had found her. He added contritely. "I'm sorry
about last Friday.
Really. I'd give anything if it hadn't happened. And - I
wanted to tell
you that I think our experiments had better stop."
Angie's face flushed red with shame. "You're damned
right the
experiments had better stop," she snapped. "I
don't ever want to see
you again."
"Why not?" Doug asked, disturbed. "It
wasn't my fault it happened."
"it was too," Angie said hotly. "If you
hadn't kissed me at the door,
Brad wouldn't have guessed."
"Look," Doug's voice rose under the stress,
"I didn't know Brad was
there. I didn't invite him to come. You did. Why didn't
you tell me you
did?"
"I tried to. Only he wouldn't leave me alone. He
kept following me."
The two looked at each other hopelessly.
"What's done is done," Doug said. "We've
got to figure out what to do
now."
Doug's calm acceptance of the situation angered Angie who
was still
trying to pretend it hadn't happened. "That's easy
for you to say. Who
started the whole thing?" She asked passionately.
"Who?"
"Angie! Be reasonable."
Angie remembered the boys' shameful and degrading
treatment of her
helpless, naked body. How could he talk about reason? She
turned and
started to run away. Doug ran after her and caught her
arm.
He pleaded, "Let's not quarrel about it. I'll make
it up to you in some
way. I promise. Let's try to stop it before it gets
worse. I'll beat up
Brad so he won't tell anyone. So he'll stop."
Angie let out a wild peal of hysterical laughter. When
she could speak,
she coated each word with venom. "You! Beat up
Brad!" She started
laughing crazily again.
It was Doug's turn o blush a deep red. Embarrassed, he
stammered. "H-he
j-jumped me from behind the other t-time." Then he
stopped. What was
the use? Angie hated him. It was finished between them.
Done. Misery
rose and caught in his throat as he watched her run away.
Angie ran blindly. She could barely see through her
tear-filled eyes.
Where could she hide where no one could bother her? She
slowed to a
walk and dabbed her eyes with a Kleenex. The language lab
didn't have a
teacher there all the time. She could hide in the gym but
if Miss
Blodgett found her she'd be nosy and try to force her to
tell why she
was crying. Probably the best place to go was the
library. She knew a
dark corner there among the bookshelves where she could
hide.
When she entered the library, Angie was relieved to see
few people
there. The day was sunny and warm outside so only the
most ardent
scholars were studying today. She walked past the shelves
of books
toward the dark corner. She didn't see Brad come in the
door behind
her.
Brad had just glimpsed Angie stepping into the library
door. He went in
after her and saw her disappearing behind a bookshelf. He
guessed where
she was heading. A smile brightened his face. Swiftly he
followed after
her. He found her just where he hoped to - in a dark
alcove shielded by
a shelf of books. He stepped in, blocking her exit.
"Hi! I've been looking all over for you," Brad
whispered gaily.
Frightened, Angie cringed against the wall. "I want
to be alone."
"Baby! Don't be selfish." Brad pulled her to
him. "Just a little kiss."
Brad's mouth smothered hers. His hands slid down her
sides and up her
light sweater. His fingers felt her breasts and began
kneading her soft
mounds of flesh and brushing tantalizingly across the
tips of her
nipples.
Angie groaned, and in spite of her hate for the boy, felt
her body
tingling into desire. Her vagina burned. Good God, not
here! In the
library. She twisted her body around in Brad's arms until
her back and
the softness of her asscheeks faced him. She did it so
suddenly, he
couldn't stop her but his hands slid around the front of
her body and
greedily continued kneading her young firm breasts.
Angie tried to pull his hands away but they were too
strong for her.
She could feel her soft nipples turn hard and erect.
Brad's mouth was
breathing gently in her ear, sending searing electric
shocks of
unwanted desire down between her legs. Brad's body pushed
hers hard
against the wall. His middle finger slipped under the leg
band of her
panties and probed into her moist lips. Frantically she
tried to cross
her legs to protect herself. Too late. A finger gently
caressed her
clitoris. Sensual waves seared through her body. She
gasped and moaned
softly.
"No. Not here. Please don't do it to me here!"
But her body ignored her words. Her vagina felt wet and
open. It began
to press back against Brad's hard penis which poked
against her
yielding asscheeks.
Still teasing her clitoris with one hand, Brad took his
other hand away
from her breast. "Burn, baby, burn," he crooned
in her ear.
Angie heard him unzip his fly. She felt his hardening
penis pop out of
his pants and graze down under the soft yielding crevice
of her
asscheeks. Her body trembled. "Oooh!" she
groaned softly, in ecstasy.
Her pelvis involuntarily swung back to rub against his
penis. Her
insides convulsed. Her vagina dripped in anticipation.
"That's it, baby. Swing it! Swing it!" Brad said
hoarsely.
With one hand he tore her panties down; the her hand
pulled her
asscheeks out from the wall so she was half-bending over.
Brad pushed
her miniskirt up. In the dim light the soft white moons
of her asscheeks
shone sensuously. He pushed down on her back until she
was bending over
more. The dark crease of her asscheeks widened. He slid
his fingers down
the wide stretched crevice, feeling her tiny puckered
anus, her vaginal
hole, the soft ridges of her vaginal lips, the warm nest
of her pubic
hair.
"Reach back and feel me, Angie, feel me!" he
said urgently.
Angie could feel his engorged member stretching like a
pole between her
legs. Without thinking, her right hand reached back under
her spread
legs and firmly grasped the fleshy shaft. She rubbed her
hand up and
down it. It was hard and hot in her palm. She touched a
finger lightly
on its leaden slippery head. It slavered liquid, greedy
to get in her.
She could feel Brad's finger circle around her vagina
lips, softly at
the sparse young hair surrounding them. She moaned with
pleasure. Her
asscheeks flexed. Lubricant oozed from her open little
pussy and dripped
down her thigh. She felt his finger slide into her
moistened vagina
easily. Her warm, fleshy walls crushed down on it, trying
to keep it
in. The finger moved out. Her pelvis rotated backwards,
trying to
recapture it. The finger moved back in, causing a burning
trail where
it touched the smooth throbbing flesh of her cuntal
passage.
Their bodies began to push and gyrate against each other.
Minds
whirling, hearts palpitating, their bodies began to heat
up hotter and
hotter.
Brad's eyes were glued to Angie's opalescent bottom. The
muscles dented
each cheek as she flexed them. The dark slit narrowed and
widened as
she moaned softly and moved her pelvis. Her soft moist
vaginal walls
convulsed on his finger. Lubrication squirted on his
finger and
dribbled out over his hand. Her pelvis arched back
farther and faster.
His genitals burned. He couldn't wait much longer. I've
got to hold it,
he told himself. Little bitch! Let her fight for me this
time!
Soft moans escaped Angie's lips. Her body was wracked
with hungry
desire. Oh God, why doesn't he take me? she thought
helplessly through
her building passion. She pushed her asscheeks harder
back against him.
Her whole body burned at white heat.
"Take me, take me," she begged softly, not
aware she was saying the
words out loud.
But still she didn't feel the delicious rod push in her.
Maddened by
passion, without thinking, her left hand pulled Brad's
finger out of
her vagina and her right hand rammed the hardened shaft
of his cock in
hard. She gasped in delight when she felt her vaginal
walls close
around it. Mysterious cosmic impulses permeated her
being. She was
impaled! Her whole reason for living was happening. She
worked her
pelvis harder and faster to bring the driving cock deeper
and deeper
into her.
Brad's triumph was complete. My God, what a hot little whore
dug into
her, deeper and deeper. An unbelievable fire rose in his
vitals. It
singed through his shaft in delicious agony. His mind
turned into a
whirling kaleidoscope. "Mmm, mmm." He tried to
swallow his cries of
delight.
Their bodies ground to a halt and locked, cumming in
short jerky spasms
against each other. They stood still. Knowing nothing.
Feeling
everything with their bodies. An out-of-this-world
feeling enveloped
them as their orgasms jerked on. Too soon, the pleasure
ebbed away,
leaving them stranded in the every day world.
Brad's flaccid penis slipped out of her soft, satisfied
womb. It was
dripping with secretions. Her vaginal opening looked dark
and cavernous
and shone wetly. He watched his now small organ slip ignobly
back into
his pants.
Angie stood up slowly, shakily. Her muscles ached. Her
stomach felt
filled with the hot wetness of his sperm. She stared at
the wall in
front of her, afraid to face Brad.
"Don't forget your panties," he said, holding them
up to her.
She turned her head and their eyes met. His eyes showed
neither cruelty
nor laughter.
"Thanks,' she whispered.
She looked at them. They were ripped down one side. She
wiped her wet
vaginal area and her thighs with them, then folded them
and put them in
her purse.
"You hair ribbon is falling out," Brad
whispered.
Giggling, they helped each other dress and repair pair
the damages.
Before the left, Brad kissed her long and hard on the
lips. Angie
kissed him back hungrily.
"That's thanks for this time," Brad whispered.
"Shall we have more on
Friday?"
"Oh, yes!" Angie whispered back. "I like
it now!"
Brad paid court to Angie all week. Always smiling, always
gracious,
always humble. They had long discussions in the
quadrangle at lunch
times. He carried her books between classes. He flattered
her in front
of the other students. Mary Jane and her crowd were green
with envy at
the attention she was getting.
Angie felt like a queen, what with Brad and his friends
and Mary Jane
and her friends all paying court to her. All thought of
Doug went out
of her mind. Now he seemed pitiful to her, walking around
all hunched
over, his eyes lonely and grieved. Brad and how this
situation was
going to end, she wasn't going to. Brad would never tell
on her as long
as he got repeat performances. And she intended to oblige
him, Why not?
They turned each other on like Roman candles. Why not
enjoy each other?
On Friday afternoon after school, when she stepped inside
the front
door of her home, she heard her mother's voice. It
sounded like it was
coming from the direction of the kitchen. Angie tiptoed
nearer to
eavesdrop. She peeked and saw her mother talking into the
telephone.
"You're absolutely right!" her mother said,
"They say teaching sex in
the classroom will lessen ignorance of sex, reduce the
numbers of
illegitimate pregnancies, and reduce the incidence of
venereal
diseases. But I don't agree. I think teaching sex in the
classroom will
give the children more knowledge than they can handle.
They'll get all
excited about it and want to try it. It's too dangerous,
teaching sex
without teaching morality too. It just can't be
done."
Her mother paused to listen momentarily.
"Oh, Moira! Did I tell you? I had the most wonderful
experience last
week. Angie and I had a very private discussion."
She paused to giggle
girlishly, "You guessed it! I told her all about it.
It was such a
memorable experience! Just think, I wouldn't have had it
if I had let
Angie go to those sex classes at school. I'd have been
cheated out of
it!"
If she only knew, Angie thought as she tiptoed away. What
would she do
to her? She couldn't imagine. Maybe I should quit, she
thought. Play it
safe. But, oh, how she'd hate to give up Brad, now that
he was so hot
for her.
Angie banged things about in her room, thoroughly annoyed
with her
mother. If she would only stop talking about sex, Angie
thought
angrily. She doesn't know anything about it. Why does she
have to go
and on? She makes me feel sick. I don't want to talk
about it or hear
about it or do it. Ever again.
That evening, Angie curled up on her bed with a good
book, some
chocolates, good resolutions, and Salome as she had
planned. She even
turned the stereo down to a medium rumble so she could
concentrate on
her reading. Even so, when the doorbell rang, she heard
it immediately.
"I'm not going to answer it," she said out loud
to Salome. She cuddled
the cat closer to her and petted it immediately.
Salome began to purr loudly.
The doorbell continued to ring at intervals. Then Angie
could hear loud
knocks on the door.
I don't care who it is. Let them go hang, she thought.
Especially her
mother and Doug and even Brad.
But the ringing doorbell and the knocks began to jangle
her nerves. She
endured it patiently as long as she could; then she
became upset.
"Whoever it is has no right to bother me. I'll call
the police," Angie
told Salome. "I'm going to tell them."
She marched down the hall righteously. "Hey!"
she shouted. "Stop
banging on this door. Stop ringing the doorbell. Or I'll
call the
police."
"Let me in," a boy's voice called.
"Please. I just want to talk to
you."
"Who is it?" Angie called. She tiptoed to a
living room window and
peeked around a curtain. It was Brad. And he had two
friends with him!
How dare he bring his friends! Who did he think he was!
She tiptoed
back to the door.
"Me!" the voice said.
"Who's me?" Angie called out.
"Can't you recognize my voice?"
"Don't you know your name?" Angie countered.
"Or doe